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TagWednesday, 11 November 2009, 4:09 pm
eve of birthday
no piano lesson 2dae.... so happy.... maybe piano teacher noes that my birthday is coming .... so she gave mi a break... hahahaha.... but i haven been practicing my piano.... so sad.... another thing.... i got the name of my field supervisor.... and who is it? its philip koh.... the CHN lecturer.... he looks quite strict.... and has quite a high standard..... suepr stress now... also i need to send him the draft of my lesson plan my next week..... cos hes coming the week after next to supervise my lesson..... so nervous....... wat if i fail.... ???? redo until i pass???? i tink i will die lor....... nxt weel also implementing my first lesson of language arts..... what if the lesson is a failure.....wat the.... i dun dare to tink lor.......
btw nxt week is somehow e-learning ... cos got red camp..... even though no skool ... but still got alot of assignments to do... DPIP, EC, EA, FP..... AH!!!!!!!!! so many things to do.... still got church stuff to do..... got church camp, bible study and etc...concas....nvm i will preserver till the end!!!! mus be like the cockroach.... hahahahahahahaha..... but i for sure not cockraoch.....
KAM PA TE
TO BE CONTINU....
Tuesday, 3 November 2009, 10:11 pm
sleepishly
went to botanic garden 2dae.... motive is to look out for ideas and pictures for teacher ye's assignment.... but in the end .... yes we manage to take some pics... but we didnt get to go veri far cos it was going to rain..... so... mi, sijia n christina went to watch sister's keeper.... it really made mi cry.... reflecting...tinking how good it would be if ur family unites like tat... but in the opposite.... it is also sad tat you wanna die n ur loved ones dun let u die..... should give the freedom to choose what we want to do with our life.....my birthday is coming.... i wonder if my parents rmb..... nvm.... i think they will celebrate for mi... but i also will rite my birthday wishlist and the presents i wan.... tis is what i want to do from my 18 birthday onwards....
Wishlist:
driving license
change of wardrobe
have my own design of bedroom
Presents wanted:
jacket
real cash(hahahaha)
sling bag
shining inheritance dvd
kuso house phone
mus buy myself:
contact lenses
Wednesday, 28 October 2009, 5:25 pm
crazy dae
im the lady in the lift 2dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going crazy.....my mum is driving mi crazy....... pls send mi to IMH!!!!!!!!! blogging 4 assignment in IT.....so special sia...... lessons gonna end soon also..... im going home to face the witch...... so sad.... how sad is my life............. let mi die bah!!!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!TO BE CONTINUED...
Tuesday, 20 October 2009, 10:34 pm
2nd day of skool
it like the 2nd day of skool. and im getting a little restless....cos everything like dun go well 4 mi....not in skool of course.. is my home.... my printer cant work.... like both printers... one no ink .... the other could not print out black ink... isnt it frustrating.......!!!!!!! ONLI BLACK INK!!!! the most importatn ink of alll!!!!!! how can i be so shue.......then worst of worst.... i got like scolding from my dad..... cos we bought another 2 cartridges..... without knowing that the machine itself has problems...... then he started telling mi off.... saying things tat r no link the to damage of the printer...... saying wat... i did not buy another printer's ink...... it was really no link..... i didnt now tat the machine had spoilt..... n i did not even hav the intention to use another printer... cos the latter printer was slow n noisy... n the color resolution was not good.... n most importantly.... the i use the 1st printer to print my documents..... watever...... jus 4give his ignorance......had to woke up early 2mr too..... got piano lesson...... veri sad.... had class at 2 also.... n the IT thingy..... like wat si jia said..... it was so stupid.... the CS4 had to download in the campus.... such a waste of time......
1 word to conclude all: sian! sian! sian! sian! sian!
TO BE CONTINUED...
Thursday, 15 October 2009, 11:12 pm
b4 skool reopen
jus want 2 blog b4 skool starts... also its bcos im getting bored...now.... im waiting 4 the skool timetable to change..... quickly change..!!!!!!! CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!!!!
i also exercising.... like finally.... running to bp.... hahahahaha... so exaggerating.... 2mr going to gym.... i feel so sad lar.... nobody wanna go wif mi.... i so sad....................
TO BE CONTINUED...
Wednesday, 23 September 2009, 11:02 pm
sian sian bored bored!!!!!!!
SUPER SIAN AND BORED!!!!!!!!!!! the things im doing now is doing cross stitch, and practice piano....sian sian sian sian sian sian......pls save mi...TO BE CONTINUED....
Saturday, 19 September 2009, 9:48 pm
depression!!!
im going into depression soon!!!! stuck at home whole day plus.... NO MONEY!!!!! kenna scolded by my mum 2dae.... cos i did not teach my dad how to use the stupid laptop..... so wat i dun wanna teach him..... cant he just learn by his own.... or might as well jussay that the IQ of the both of them had some problem..... i also learn how to use the comp by myself.... did anyone teach mi how to use it???? NO!!!!self-help.... did they help mi??? NO!!! so y didnt they just self-help..... can learn more through exploring ur self... isnt it how ppl learn.... or r they just lazy to explore..... furthermore, they say they wanted to go taking up courses to learn comp..... talking bout tis from the time my mum bought her own laptop.... which was like last year ..... super long.... and wat action has she taken??? NO!!!!!!!! and never she will..... she will give stupid excuses... saying she is busi n stuff..... oh... wat crap...... ALL EXCUSES!!!!! she passion onli last or a short while...... tink i will believe wat she say!!!!! oh pls..... am i tat innocent to listen to her crappy stuff..... tink im still 3 year old kid.... cheated by her.... NO!!!!!!!!!!to mum:
u said ppl needed respect...... so do u tink u respected mi!!!!!!! whenever i have some thing to say will u listen to mi.... ya... u will listen when dad is not around.... have u ever listen to wat i have said..... do u ever even rmb wat i said... NO!!!!! u jus say wat is rite..... n never will u listen to mi..... all u do is talking bad things about mi in front of relatives and stuff..... u thought im too young to understand..... i rmb every word u said since young.... how u embarrassed mi in front of ppl..... how u do things that made mi full so...... loser..... I HATE IT!!!! u tink i want to listen to all ur crappy stuff.... NO!!!! its jus tat no one in the family listens to mi..... every time tell mi to give in..... u thought who am i.... im not generous till i can always forgive ppl...... i also have my temper and stuff... im sure u noe.... just dun disturb mi n i will always be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!watever... jus forget it!!!!!!
hah....... feel so comfortable after letting it out..... thanx to the great invention of blogging....
TO BE CONTINUED...
Thursday, 17 September 2009, 9:48 pm
im back!!!
finally!!!! im back to my own home!!!!! taiwan is really shorching ...... im turning black....so tis few days i might consider to stay at home turning white back....furthermore, i going on diet and more exercise....eat too much meat during the trip .... so got plus a few kg..... i wanna die!!!!ok.... during the trip.... its was quite fun..... see the nature, time to shopping..... and .... i bought a lot of magazines and books..... i super happy.... after the 8 days..... i still left NT200 onli..... i jus hope i could spend all the money....but nothing to buy..... i also had a shopping spree in the ximenting in taipei.... wow!!!! its just wat i need.... even though i dun tink i bought much... just a few pair of shoes, clothes, hats, sunglasses, bags, etc.... mostly soveneirs to bring back,.......jus wish i had more money..... but no choice.... no one wans to lend mi money..... rather keep them , not spending them.... then giving mi the money to buy more.....aiya... nvm lar.... im back lar.... wat more can i say.......but to mostly conclude my trip: I WANNA GO ANOTHER ROUND TO TAIPEI.... BUT WITHOUT PARENTS!!!!(tell later...)
when saying my parents... i can tell you tat my parents are super kiasu......we were sitting train to taipei from hua lien.... then when the train started the engine.... my mum was like "wow... its starting" kk... i cannot say tis is kia su.... IT KIA SI!!!! really.....how can my parents be so xiang ba lao.... jus wish they could just be normal and let mi have a normal trip..... and not being so embarrassed.....wah... the most irritating things is my dad.... relly cannot stand him..... he talks crap all the way..... and laugh at inappropriate times..... wat the tour guide says is not funny.... some sort of serious stuff.... he would laugh.....as in short laugh lar..... nobody is laughing.... why he laugh.... and i dun find it veri funny either....really dunno wat to do...... so i jus ignored his crappy stuff... ya...another thing..... he would repeat wat he say many time..... is he having short term memory or wat.... keep repeating as if we were deaf or wat....wah se.... really... is older guys more naggy... really cannot say finish wat he did.... really made mi super embarrasssed......
TO BE CONTINUED...
Wednesday, 9 September 2009, 11:10 pm
eve of trip
not in singapore 4 the nxt 8 day.... wun find mi unless u see mi online....TO BE CONTINUED...
Sunday, 6 September 2009, 11:14 pm
a new week and new day.....
2dae is some sort of unlucky day of the week/ month/ maybe year....my mum went to chinatown to meet her watever ex-colleagues.... then ask my dad to take her take as in to chaffeur her there.... they dun wanna wait 4 mi... so they asked mi to go some by bus.... so i was somehow abandon by them.....
then i realise that i didnt bring hsekey out.... lol... i brought them out every week... and su-e su-e nv bring them 2dae... so my use my most natural instinct which is calling my parents and ask them to bring the keys........ i called my mum to ask my dad to go home to open the door... BUT SHE SAY HE IS GOING TO STUPID CHANGI TO MEET HIS STUPID FRIENDS!!!!!!!not waiting for my mum to ask him.... shoo..... he went off meeting hs bunch of stupid friends.... in the end.... i was not only "abandon".... i still have to wander on the streets and wait 4 them to open the door 4 mi..... lol.......
therefore, i agreed to wait 4 ms and the rest to finish so tat we can eat dinner 2gther...... after they finish.... you mei sms mi tat the dinner was cancelled.... i really stun..... jus wish someone could just kill mi.... i waited for so long and theu just "put aeroplane"... i really wanna bang myself to the wall......
heng....... i got minshan.... she accompany mi go eat dinner........love ya!!!! hahahaha..... if not ... i would be still wandering on the endless streets and wait for my parents to go home.... feels like an abandon animal.... need someone to help to pick you up and bring you home.... so pathetic......
in the end..... i tell myself i would not 4get to bring keys and most importantly....... dun always rely on others..... they might just dun feel like doing the thing for you and abandon you on streets.......
im having work 2mr b4 i go taiwan..... if not i can file for bankruptcy....... im more bai jing then ppl think (ps: i just wanna use pai jing cos THIS IS MY BLOG.... hahahahaha)... needa go sleep now.... if not...i will not have 8 hours sleep...nitez...
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